Karel Petráň

“I got in touch with some Eva Vidlářová, an actress in Divadlo na provázku, Brno. Her house was searched and my letter was found. They did not hesitate to drive from Brno here to Stříbro to interrogate me. Until then no one offered me anything, in a return. Then, however, captain Skála from Brno offered me to collaborate with them, suggesting that then I would have no problems. He added that my file was large already, that they had watched me for some time and that they had left me alone intentionally to have more meetings monitored. But he said this was no problem — he wasn’t offering me the cigarette yet. Naturally I refused vehemently. I would have never accepted it, because I would have thrown my whole life away.”

“One must accept the fate as it is, where it is and how it is. You must be able to move and be valid and fight where you are. It is no important where you are. That is why I never strived to obtain the blue book and to avoid the military service on health grounds. I told myself that I would go to the military, there would be many people and it would be an opportunity for me. And it was like this. I met amazing people there. I met people who were interested in books that I smuggled there. I smuggled Exupéry in and they fought for it. While I was in the military service in Písek, I even saw the film Little Prince. It has been filmed many times, and I saw this beautiful version, I think it was a French film. Oddly enough I saw it while I was in the military. But what fascinated me in the military service, and what confirmed that I made the right decision to go there, was the library — such a library, as we had in Vimperk, was inaccessible in the civilian life. Such treasures! A whole collection of poets maudits. I could borrow Kerouac and things like that. I cannot really understand how it was possible. I got access to such books… Magnetic Field — a beautiful book, then absolutely inaccessible. All our surrealist poets, Jindřich Štyrský and similar stuff.”

“I got in touch with some Eva Vidlářová, an actress in Divadlo na provázku, Brno. Her house was searched and my letter was found. They did not hesitate to drive from Brno here to Stříbro to interrogate me. Until then no one offered me anything, in a return. Then, however, captain Skála from Brno offered me to collaborate with them, suggesting that then I would have no problems. He added that my file was large already, that they had watched me for some time and that they had left me alone intentionally to have more meetings monitored. But he said this was no problem — he wasn’t offering me the cigarette yet. Naturally I refused vehemently. I would have never accepted it, because I would have thrown my whole life away.” “In the military there were the professional soldiers who were absolutely stupid. But then there were those who, you could see, thought about things. It happened to me once that during a routine random search my box was searched. I have my tape player and tapes we listened to over weekends. They were taken aback. I had all of my books there. One of them realised that these were kind of strange books. They seized everything, including my tape recorder. The political commissar summoned me, he was Slovak. I can still remember his words that had he known what a kind of person I was and that I had forbidden literature there, I would have ended up in prison. My luck was that it was the end of my military service. It had another happy end though. When we were departing and went to the station in Vimperk, the officer, Novák was his name, arrived there and brought me the books. ‘Interesting indeed, I am happy I had a chance to read these books, he said’. I don’t know how honestly he meant it but it was a good happy ending.”

“You didn’t see the end of it. You couldn’t see when the regime dies. We were doing something but the regime didn’t collapse. Rather the contrary, every moment they arrested someone, took away, brought outside the city. It was difficult, it didn’t have any progress. I was becoming more and more desperate. Then, fortunately, people started gathering in Prague for various important anniversaries. It always started with August 21. There were demonstrations in the Wenceslas Square. I always went there, I couldn’t miss anywhere since I saw that something was finally happening. That you had an outlet for your resistance, that you could say you didn’t agree. But you were being checked all the time — where were you going, why were you going there. You said you went to Koruna in Wenceslas Square for a meal, but in a while no one believes you. They noted it down and when they found out you were there for every demonstration, they had names and everything was clear to them.”

“I wanted to contribute actively to the release of political prisoners. I disagreed with people being imprisoned for their political opinions in a country which signed the Helsinki Treaty, the Civil Rights Treaty etc. In short, international agreements that the country signed but in practice it was different. I wanted to help political prisoners, I wrote letters to various people and I wanted to work with the Committee for the Protection of Unjustly Prosecuted. Instead of a reply from those people I was summoned for an interrogation at the police. There I was met by a captain Skála from Brno and subjected to a lengthy interrogation which was typical: at the beginning you were offered a cigarette, at the end it was implied you might not go home.”