Bartolomej Urbanec

“I worked at the cooperative and when it was transferred into the state ownership, I moved to Salvator Company in Lipovce. I worked as an auxiliary stoker and certain young member of the State Security used to visit me, but I saw his attitude was slightly different. You know, I saw he didn’t spoke to me from the position of power. He even told me what I still remember very well. He said, ‘Mr. Urbanec, be careful about what you say. For instance, when you are among priests, you probably say your opinion openly and with the best intention, but we usually come to know it. Watch what you say.’”

“I was fortunate that I used to go to confession every month, I mean on the first Friday in month and there were very adroit priests such as Janko Hudák or Dranga. At the confession I confided to them with what I had to face at that time. I told them about the professors who said that there was no need to believe, that the faith was an anachronism, obscurantism. Only there I got the explanation and encouragement. They even recommended me this book, Viera veľkých vedcov (The Faith of the Great Scientists), which helped me a lot. Then, it slowly dawned on me that what was said against the God, against the faith, was not the truth; it was only a kind of propaganda. It made me doubt that the science and faith were impossible to combine as I came to know that the great scientists such as Max Plank, Isaac Newton, and Pasteur were the faithful. They had prayed rosary every day and attended the masses. These great scientists had had no problem with the faith and then, such things were going on. However, I took the right attitude to this issue and I already knew it wasn’t true. It was something false. It was a kind of propaganda, which wasn’t good, and it actually strengthened my faith. And there I could see what was well-known from the history. I found something positive on that persecution and it was that the faith became more personal, I mean it wasn’t so habitual just in the sense that the parents led us that way as we were raised in faith, but then we were forced to think about it, search for it, and came to a personal conviction of what the truth was.”

“Later, it was much better for us. You know the activists from Bratislava such as Krčméry, Jukl, and Mikloško, who had already had certain experiences from prison as they were persecuted, came. And they gave us instructions about how to behave, which we considered to be something extraordinary. They taught us, ‘Look, if they summon you, you have a right to ask them whether you are an accused or a witness. If you are the witness, you have to be frank, because otherwise, if you lie deliberately, you commit a criminal deed. But if you are the accused, lie, because you can lie in anything you want. But you have to keep in mind one thing. If you are the witness, you can forget about everything. You don’t have to remember…’ It was great. I remember one interrogation, they called me to Michalovce. Every time I go past, it always comes to my mind. And they were really upset, because it wasn’t easy to interrogate us since we were prepared for their questions. They wanted to know various things form us. They usually asked about certain people. Who we were meeting, who told us this or that and the like. If I was the witness I said, ‘I don’t know, I can’t recall.’ And they responded, ‘Mr. Urbanec, you are an intelligent person and you don’t remember?’ No, I don’t.’ But I have to say that they change their posture a bit, because they didn’t beat us and I knew they had been drastic before. The investigations then took other direction.”

“Well, we were such a special class in seminary as we were fifteen at the beginning and we all managed to finish the school. None of the classes managed to do the same, neither before us, nor after us. Either the student himself gave it up, or was dismissed. Everybody was monitored in the seminary. The advantage of our class was that we stack together as it sometimes happens at school, the selected ones. At that time the State Security also tried to find the collaborators among priests and those who enrolled at the seminary. It was a commonplace that if somebody wasn’t accepted for the study, they came and said, ‘You know what? We will help you. You will be accepted into the seminary, but you know, there are various enemies of socialism, so you will notify us.’ They had sophisticated tactics. They didn’t say that people would become rats, that they would betray their own beliefs and conscience. They only said, ‘You know, you also care about socialism and its flourishing, so you will help us.’ And sometimes it happened that people signed. Then, when they caught somebody, they also called him for interrogation, for a talk and they often visited him. As he signed, he had to say something. And the young ones, you know, usually snitched, they told what we were talking about in the class. Moreover, they monitored everything. Fortunately, we were such a unique class, we kept together, there was nobody to betray us in our class, so nothing came to the open, even though we were used to speaking with complete frankness.”

“Then, the God was as self-evident as what I could see, as a nature, as a fact that we breathe. It was what our parents tried to instil to our hearts, so I often cast my mind back and think of them and their questions, which they used to ask us even before we started to attend a school. Who created you? Why did he create you? It remained in my soul. And if I compare what I have experienced so far, I mean fifty years of priestly service and seventy-five years of life, I know I have never heard a bigger wisdom, neither at the university, than the one which actually was the answer for those questions that the God really exists. He is the creator of everything here and the meaning of our life is to know, love, and serve him. Moreover, the logic in this answer is great. At first we have to know him, only then we could admire, love, and serve him. It also is my great desire and I often remind the parents now that I am really thankful for that. And I am sure I don’t speak just for myself but also for many of my contemporaries when I say we really thank to our parents for teaching us the biggest wisdom of life and, of course, for not only speaking about it, but also for living according to their own words. I still have a picture of my parents praying regularly.”

“There were such personal contacts at the gatherings, which were held in secret under the veil of somebody’s birthday and the like. We managed to create the personal contacts with the young people and then, when the year 1968 came, when it started to loosen, I noticed the events happening in Bratislava. I got on the train and participated in one of the gatherings. It was exactly when the bishop Korec was released from prison. And my experience with the youth was amazing. It was the first time I witnessed such dynamics and enthusiasm, so I said myself that I had to pass it on to the youth in Košice, as it already worked in Bratislava. I recorded everything on a tape and when I had a sermon in the cathedral I took my tape recorder to the pulpit and I played the words of the bishop Korec, who had been in prison and then he was released. And that enthusiasm started to spread here in Košice, and the young people said, ‘Ok, look, if it is spreading so quickly, let’s do the youth mass. Agreed and let’s do it on May 1.’ It was enough. They wrote a sort of small and simple posters on the door. When we thought about where to place it, we decided that Krista Kráľa (Church of Christ the King) on Moyzesová Street would be the best. We arrange it for May 1, 1968, at 6 p.m. Well, a lot of young people came to the church. It was overcrowded. We prepared everything in cooperation with young people we had already known. They sang and some of them played the guitar. Tóno Konečný was only a student back then, he was a musician, and he still lectures on music. The holy mass came out very well; it was really enthusiastic and cheerful. It was unbelievable, you know, considering what we had experienced, I mean the oppression, and suddenly such enthusiasm appeared, it seemed that under that pressure from the outside so much dynamics had accumulated in society that when the scope for a change arouse it flooded the whole city of Košice.”