Pavol Tomašovič

"And that's where, of course, the end of my ideal song began. They enjoyed every examination, because they took us "live". The pain was such that if I knew what was waiting for me after each examination, I would... but it was impossible to leave . So one peeked through those painful examinations and there... now I didn't understand what they were enjoying? Well, no one gave you any sedatives. I'll never forget. Was it that you were simulating? Yes, to everyone else too. I'm then, in České Budejovice, there were 8 of us in a room, and in Prague there were 14 of us. The most common simulations were urine in blood, but what happened, those boys often cried in the toilet, because they stuffed them without any of them, stuffed them, and he the boy was crying in the toilet, I was also through the ass, ten times, five gastric lavages, hey, here and there, the tubes, I'll never forget them, once they sent me for an examination, they gave me that tube up to here and made me wait there for 3/4 of an hour. They were watching TV , it gives you everything, even what you don't have, that I can still feel the taste of that rubber tube to this day and I still came to see them and they just wait."

"That was the biggest disappointment for me in this whole painful process. That they summoned me but didn't give me a blue, but the biggest suffering for me was the idea that I wouldn't last another year. I already knew that I was already, I was already, because I once fell into a coma there, I passed out like that... They did a good job with you, you wanted the definitive one... Yes, I wanted the definitive one and this was it. And that even with the experience that I I fell there once and actually fell into a coma, and I knew that the self-preservation instinct was stronger, that I couldn't keep it up. I also tried to convince myself that even then, because it would be enough for me, I should have gone formally for a year, it would be enough for me , by the fact that I was there for four months, that they would count them for me and that they would keep me there for two more months. Well, no, the law won't let you go, the soldiers are hollow, so I left disappointed."