Ruth Mittelmann

“One day they announced to us – we were block no. 27 – that all Jews, or Jewish women, we were only women there, from the block no. 27 would go to blocks no. 30 or no. 31, because there would be an evacuation. My Czech friends heard it and they said: ‘You will not go.’ On the day when the Jewish women left the block no. 27 they took me, they covered me with something, I don’t know what it was, but I was under some blankets, and they took away my triangle and they replaced it with their Czech triangle. I was no longer a Jew, I was a Czech. Only one of them, the room commander, knew about it, and she recognized me and she threatened that she would inform upon me, but the women told her: ‘If you turn her in, you cannot even imagine what would then happen to you.’ She thus did not dare.”

“I think that in 1938 one member of Maccabi Ha Tzair, his name was Imi Ruik, came to campaign, as we called it, to convince us to join the movement. I wanted to go and my mom agreed, but my father was strongly opposed to that. He was not a Zionist at all, he did not have a single Zionist cell in his body. He said: ‘Living with so many Jews in that Palestine, this does not suit me at all.’ He did not intend to go to Palestine. Nevertheless, I was going to Maccabi Ha Tzair.”

“They made us stand there, there were no beds or anything prepared for us, and so we were sitting there by such long tables with benches without any back supports. We were sitting by those tables with heads placed on our arms and we slept that way. I was not able to sleep. The Germans took that into consideration in the morning - they did a roll call inside the room, and we did not have to go out. They were counting us inside the room. I remember that I was standing there and swaying all the time, and I was afraid that I would fall asleep. Eventually it was over and they showed us our “beds,” but they were actually three-story bunks. I got my place in the middle together with two other girls. One girl’s name was Fula and the other one was Eťka. They were pious girls, but obviously that was not important at all there. We slept together all the time, three of us on one bunk, which was seventy centimeters wide, and if one of us wanted to turn... We were lying two of us facing in one direction, and the other one was facing in the opposite direction, and they were cousins and so they were lying facing the same direction and I was turned the other way round. When one of them turned, the others woke up, of course. We were only able to lie on our sides. But we got on well and we did not argue, never. There were many arguments because of these things, it was very uncomfortable.”